Normally I rewrite stuff.
normally I go through things again and again to think, but right now I feel like I should go ahead and just type up a thing right now while I’m still slightly motivated.
erm, something like that *_*
Basically, for those of you who’ve hung out with me in Aurrell or on my massive skype chats or digital arenas, you probably know how big a deal my graduation’s gonna be.
my social studies teacher once told us “human beings are the most selfish of all. even when someone dies, you shed tears only because they are no more around to provide you with whatever they had been for so long”
and it has been 3 years since she said this and this is still what i think about at night
Dese feels yo.
That’s what my little brother told me when I was feeling down one time. And “Everyone’s greedy” and “this world is messed up”
sure, I started going through an existential crisis cause of that, but now he’s going through insane cynicism :/
That’s not necessarily true, but it’s often the case. Say an email or something of that matter. Personal things going to people can be erased from the internet or at least not be relevant enough for people to keep looking at.
On the other hand, things one has typed up on forums and blogs can really bit them in the rear after a while. People have lost their jobs over a blown temper or a dumb joke that fell horribly flat. Old posts, YouTube videos, and the like are dangerous. Knowing all this, I’ve decided to say “screw it.”
I want to express myself in ways that I can’t in real life, I want to RP in ways that reality just won’t allow. Poetry, Personal essays, rants, and experiments in art are what I want to try out. This is not so much a cry for attention as it is one of frustration.
Yes, I’m aware of the dangers, but I’m sure that if I stay professional I’ll be fine.
Expect more posts from me from here on out :)
Drawing for ideas and writing purposes
welp, everyone’s had it at some point, but there ain’t nothing good that’s gonna come out of the lack of positve thinking.